Unanswered questions/Why wasn't it me?

The last one of this 'series'. Please comment! I'll write again soon!
Nothing. That was what the world meant now. Nothing. My best friend had been taken from me...and I couldn't do anything about it. I couldn't bring her back. I couldn't go back in time to stop it. I couldn't do...anything.
My eyes were red and hurting, but tears kept on falling. My head was splitting, but I couldn't stop thinking. My heart was heavy, but it wouldn't stop beating. Every single moment without her laughter, her smiling, her voice telling me not to worry, that we'd always be the best of friends was painful. More than painful.
I jolted when I realised there were things I'd never really known about her. I mean, I knew she never really ate crisps that often, but I'd never asked is she would eat them if there was nothing else. I didn't know what she'd have called her kids or if she'd even wanted to get married. Just little things like that, that weren't really important but now...I'd never know.
That night when she'd passed into the other world, I think everyone died with her. It was awful to watch. And I blamed myself. Sure, she pushed me out of the way, but I should've just...jumped back. Pulled her with me. Not watched her...
And now here I was. Wearing black, watching. Watching as normal. The same question whirled around my head.
Why wasn't it me? I guess I'll never know that too.

Great so far! Please write more soon. I can feel the darkness.

You seriously moved me to tears.... That was purly amazing!!! Write more!

OH it was such a lovely story!

thank you!
That's the last one of these, but I have a couple of new ideas! I have one title already-Running from three.

artygamer wrote:

thank you!
That's the last one of these, but I have a couple of new ideas! I have one title already-Running from three.

i'll be waiting for that!

lalala I'm chuffed right now [I'm writing this from my new laptop!]
I have another idea-one that may confuse people until you read towards the end...I'll just say that it's like 'Game Over!'

Take your time to come up with a good post. No need to rush XD! Can't rush a writer.

artygamer wrote:

lalala I'm chuffed right now [I'm writing this from my new laptop!]
I have another idea-one that may confuse people until you read towards the end...I'll just say that it's like 'Game Over!'

like Rose said..you don't have to rush rush!

Ohhh; very well done!
Very descriptive; well put together and compacted.

Nice work; keep at it~ ^.^
You've got a knack for this stuff, you know. :B