The Relaxing Hot Spring!

I don't think he would.
He has such a loner personality.
He likes to be by himself.

"Well kitty i may be wrong but i think he likes you a bit."

*sighs*
But he isn't ready to like anyone yet.

"Well that's just my opinion."

Thank you. It means a lot.

"Hey no problem you helped me tell jay how i felt after all."

*walks out to hot spring grumbling anngerly to self* *gets in not noticing kitty ofx and ciera and continues to grumble angerly*

"what's wrong kazume?"

*notices ciera* "oh, i'm sorry, did u see u there."

"Yeah so what's bugging you?"

"nothing really." "i'm upset with myself becuase i don't know how i feel about nick anymore."

Just relax and the awnser will come to you soon.

"i know, it's not that i'm worried about, it's-" *chewes on bottem lip and glances at ciera*

Oh that.
Make up your mind and I'll help you.
I'll supress his memories if you want.

"just his memories of me please." "i....think it's for the better." *upset expression*

If I'm going to I better get rid of the ones of me too.
I've made so many mistakes dealing with him, but are you sure you want me to do this.
I won't erase them completely, just hide them in his head, so key events can trigger it back.
What he forgets will be filled with events his brain creates for him, so he might go after Ciera again.

"i'm turing into a monster kitty." "i don't want him to get involed." "i'll prtect ciera with whatever i have."

Your not a monster. You have a kind heart, I know it.
Everyday people are the real monsters, with their own selfish desires.
They don't care about the creatures that are called "monster" and kill and hurt them. The creatures just don't understand them and aren't smart enough too, but that doesn't mean they are bad, evil, or killers. They are like all of us, so everything in some way is a monster.

*shakes head* "no kitty, u don't understand, i'm turning into one." *gently puts hand over scar on sholder*

You are letting yourself become one then.

"how do i control it?"

Be getting rid of the bad thoughts in your mind.

"i've tired." "doesn't work"

"Well you'll figure it out sooner or later."

I have an evil form too, Kazumi.
It almosted killed people. You have to train yourself to control your evil form also.
*hands start to tremble*
I hid it in my subconscience, but I see it every so often and it scares me, because its not me.
*starts to cry but pushes tears back*
Controll yours soon so you don't have to see it every time you look in the mirror.