a fustrating day [reserved]

(kazu and amando)

kazu let out a sigh as she cleaned the dishes. she had been discouraged latley. her health had been failing her. and she had no idea how to deal with it. she cound't put her burden on her friends. she didn't want to cause them the stress. there was also the burden of kitty being in the hospitle. It seemed they had drifted apart latley. That feeling of insicurities was coming back and suffocating kazu. the diner was empty. the last customer had just left. and kazu was the only one working. she started to hum gently and sadly.

*comes out of nowhere*hi there kazu...*he noticed kazumi was not in her usual self*
ah..is there any problem?
can i help you?

kazu gasped, not hearing anyone come in and dropped the plate. luckily, it landed back in the sink. "oh! umm amando-san!" "no no no! everything's ok! really!" "ummm can i get you something?" kazu asked all in a blunder. but then her face dropped again. "no...i suppose not." she sighed.

*amando laughs*no i don't need anything..i was just wandering what are you thinking?
is it that important for you to think that very deep..i want to konw,,

kazu rested her head on the counter. a look of sadness engraved on her face. "so much has been going on lately." "Not only did kitty lose her memory, but i feel more distant from her." "and my health has been no good lately." "its just been hard." and then she added with a mumble; "it would be easier of father were here..."

"umm..you really need a rest"*taps kazumi*"it's a very good thing to take it easy"taps kazumi again*get a rest..you shouldn't be taking it hard..

kazu looked up and blinked twice. "i suppose so." she sighed. "but he ddin't take it easy, so i can't either." "if i didn't push myself, i'd only be letting him down, and i can't do that." "i have to work hard for father."

"hmm"*he whispered:father?*"i guess we shpuld work hard for our parents.."
*smiles*"so is your father strict?"

Kazu seemed to brighten up. she smiled. 'Oh no!" " h ewas the most wonderful person in the world!" 'i loved him so much." "He's do everything for me! i was so spoiled!" kazu laughed. 'He was hard-working and taught me everything i know..." kazu;s face dropped again. "but he caught a deises and didn't tell me." "I geuss he didn't want me to cry, and he eventually died." "i didn't find out till after his death, what had been going on."

oh..i know what you feel..my parents are still alive but i think i been wrecking my promises to them..i don't quite study hard plus i really am a spoiled bratt..
*laughs*
ha..*pant*i guess we do have the same kind of parents..
i wanted to tell them..

kazu looked up. "tell them what?" she asked gently. "if you need to tell then anything, you should tell them soon." "I wish i could tell my father how i felt about him, but he died before i could." "He knew i loved him but, i never got to say goodbye."

*looks at her straightly*yeah..you know what i think i'm ready for saying it to them..thanks..whenever you're around..a magical feeling embraces me..a warm touch..*laughs*so deep..

kazu looked up at him. she blinked once and blushed. "oh! umm." 'ya, i suppose me to." she looked around, uncertian of what to do next. she looked away embarresed. What am i saying? she wondered.

*giggles silently*i heard that...
*laughs*we do are..same..
same in what we think*thinks:am i insane to tell words like that?!*ahh..sorry..if i act like that..i guess my time of goofiness take over me..*laughs*

kazu kaughed, too. trying to shake of her nervousness. "So umm, where are your parents now?" kazu asked. "i mean, if you don't mind me asking of course." "i-i don't want to pry or anything.:"

"my parents..?"*points at his face*ohh..them..they are at the city..on their works..my father is at overseas..my mother is at the city..so how about your parents..?

kazu smiled somberly. "well, my mother died at childbrith, and my father died 8 years ago." "i've been living on myown since." "i was so indepenent back then, too." "i refused any help from anyone who tried to help me, and i barley talked. Except to my animals, and even sometime my crops." she let ou an akward laugh.

ahh..*sad face*so you must be hurt every time you remember that..do you?
ahh..so that's why you grew up independent..kazumi..don't be sad..i'm here..

kazu smiled gently. "yea, i suppose so." she sighed. then, kazu suddenly stood up, leaned over and kissed amando on the cheek. she closed her eyes and smiled. "thank you, for that." "i've never really opend up to anyone like that before.' "thanks for worrying about me."

*amando was blushing red*oh..ahh..ahh..*can't think right*
arr..hehe...no thanks..i'm really glad that i help..
*blush*ahh..thanks for the kiss..ahh(what am i saying?!)

"eh?" "your face is all red." kazu said slightly worried. her put her hand to his forehead. 'do you have a fever?" "you're not sick are you?" she smiled hopelessly. her face was slightly flustered as well. but she was able to keep her compurse agenst her better judgement.

no..*shocked and blush*i'm ok..*holds kazu's hands away from his forhead*i'm fine no need for the worries..i'm ok..no fever..just plain red..no need for worries..kazu..

kazu laughed. "that's good." "i don't want you to get sick." "if you ever need help with anythign, just come down to my farm, kay?" "i'll help you with whatever." "it worrys me when my friends get sick...." kazu's voice trailed off.

the truth is*deep voice* i was red because you kiss me..that's true..i was blushing..(whoops)(I SPOILED MYSELF)
but i'm ok..just don't worry..

fear fileld kazu's face. she gasped. "ah! i'm sorry! was that to uncomforatble for you?" 'i'm sorry!" 'you're not mad, are you?" "that was kind of out of line anywa...i'm sorry!"